Memoirs of You💌

 I wouldn't enter this place like I am coming after ages and venting my everything out But it's to capture a special person I met while I still have time.Fleeting,running,flowing time.

May be You are right.May be I wouldn't feel this intense pain after some while when we both are in our different worlds busy ,having forgotten what it felt like to be held in each other's embrace.This is a testimony from me to you that will still be alive when we are dead,when our love is dead.This will be the memoir of You...

I met you rather unconventionally on a clear day,it was rainy season but it wasn't raining afterall.Had I known that you had came back for me ,to just take a walk with me, I would have hold you then and there.I remember listening to you and seeing the moon thinking to myself, Don't they look the same.I said in the end "We can be friends,If you want." unbeknown to your "Why would I come here with you just to be friends?!"

Was that the day I fell for you or Was it When we went to zoo and you couldn't contain your excitement just like a little kid.I am sorry sweetheart, I couldn't look at the tiger or bear, I was more busy looking at you, admiring that smile on your pretty face.I remember telling you that day In my life I have never seen penguins, I guess what I saw that day I can never see again in a lifetime, penguins kissing on our first date,Awwwww.On second thought,Was it that day that I asked you to dance with me in rain in Dreams and in a moment you did,We danced like people in Love do,shakingly,happily, Beautifully.Tell me a reason why I shouldn't carry this to my end.Thus started the walks of a lifetime and Sitting,talking,laughing,eating in Dreams.I hold your kisses under the stairs,I hold your breath that stopped for me everytime I came close to you.

It may also be the day You came to pick me up from College , I saw you and couldn't hold my excitement so I ran to you and hugged you with all my might,How beautiful were you that day showered in sunlight walking towards me .I couldn't understand why you were capturing me when I should have been capturing you.May it be the day you made pasta for me and Made me eat with all the love in the world and didn't forget to wipe my face with your fingers and then we went to Marines and you talked about your favourite show and I kept listening to you.

Was is because you would come to pick me up at the airport leaving your interview behind or you would come to pick me up when I fell sick in college,Take me to Ramashray and feed me goli bajji? Isn't that for people who love intensely? I can't forget how it felt to wait for you outside college knowing you are coming all the way from 25KMs to give me a dress only because your girlfriend is a dumbhead who misunderstood the dress code on her farewell day.You didn't even get to see me in that dress that day.Still you came and smiled at me like forever.So I did ,when you joined a new job , I came everyday with tiffins in hand,with roses to wait for you hours at end at the station for months and months, I was proud of you ,of the person I met who took charge of his life.So I said I love you under my breath everyday and waved at you while you were waving towards me halfway from the road and giving me flying kisses.Oh!It breaks my heart to see you go ,everytime.I wished sometimes ,knowing well that it's impossible,for you to come and hug me once tightly just because...Saying Baby I Love You.

You and I,We both know the most special memories of us lies not in Mumbai but some miles away from it ,In a place called Ozark.When I asked you I did expect some certain resilience but again oppose to my expectation you said Yes and we went on a 4 hour car journey to a destination we didn't know would be the most beautiful place in the history of this relationship .When I got out of the car ,the fresh air it caressed my face just like you do with your fingers,As soon as we walked the path of stones to our cottage It indeed felt like walking to a million dollar dream.We didn't waste time,Held each other as if we have been craving this for lifetimes, that may be if not then we could have never.We lied in each other's embrace all day all night except the occasional bathroom breaks and Breakfast,Lunch,Dinner rituals we were inhaling the same air the other exhales.At night you would go out to the patico to light a cigerette and I would follow you like a cat and I would sit beside you leaning Looking at the lake reflecting the deep blue sky.For the first time in ever I could see stars and it began to make me intoxicated so I held your arms leaned on it keeping my head on your broad shoulders.You would kiss me occasionally passing your smoke from your lips to mine and I would accept it eyes closed as if it's the nector from Heaven descending into my lungs.You were beautiful there baby ,More than I ever knew.How could I ever forget The Lakeside and Us.I would complaint often that we don't go out to sunlight but I was more than happy to stay cooped in with you in a stone cottage ,as if It were the fruit of a lifetime's awaitance.We tickled each other,kissed like never before, I remember trying to kiss your neck and you couldn't control your laughter.So we laughed for hours.When we had a fill of alcohol I changed into a pretty black dress and played "They call this Love"...Asked your hand in a playful dance.You held me by waist making sure I follow your every move ,so I kept my hand on your shoulder and looked into your eyes all the while and We followed the rhythm dancing our heart out , I remember feeling so happy That I ever ever ever met you.

Trying to figure out when I fell for you exactly is such a waste cuz I was always meant to fall deep,unaware, unprepared Madly for You.Out of each and every moment here You are My favourite memory Roiiiii.If someday you can't find me waiting at the station for you carrying a tiffin or Starting to forget how we ever loved each other,find this verse.It will always be waiting for You.

~Yan Iren Masth Masth Preethi Malpuye Roiiiii♥️