Lullaby

"Twinkle Twinkle Little Star , How I wonder What you are"🌠

                       she would sing me to sleep in her sweet monotonous voice,Tucking me in a warm blanket and I would close my eyes slowly as curtains on a stage.It's probably the only lullaby she knew.

                      
                        After A little while I would wake up again.My eyes would flutter upon and the whole world Flashing ahead of me.She would make me brush my teeth.then Take bath.Then She would take me to my closet where clothes chosen with a lot of compassion lie.She is very special to me,So Every single day I would let her choose the clothing for me.She would make me sit in front of the mirror and with her gentle hand, Brush my hair through her fingers.She likes to experiment with my hair , But most days she would with her soft hands weave my hair in a long beautiful braid.Although We don't have many groceries in our tiny home She would make me a delightful breakfast And Arrange it at the table with much love.

              
                      Then I would go out while she manages the housewares.I don't like to leave her but she would still be adamant about me going out.Then in the evening I would come When She Would be sitting at the dinner table waiting for me.We would have our dinner together and after that my tiny home would be echoed with her annoyingly cute sound.
"Twinkle Twinkle little Star , How I wonder what you are"🌠,she would sing me to sleep with her sweet monotonous voice,tucking me in a Warm blanket and I would close my eyes slowly as curtains on a stage.It's probably the only lullaby she knew.


                   Then Comes my wedding day.That day she would wake me up much earlier and would make me wear the bestest gown of all time.She would do my hair in a beautiful bun and Would pin A Beautiful Veil in it.This day I love a lot because For Her It's A Blessed Day.But,I know  eventually It would be time for me to go away but leaving her seems like A million years of Imprisonment.How can I ever leave her?! Even if no tears Find their ways out of my eyes she would make me cry and she would cry herself remembering those good old days of us.
  

                      She is very special to me Because I am the same for her.She chose me among thousand others.I love the innocent smile that finds it's way everytime She looks at me.I love the way she cares for me which she doesn't for everyone.Not everyone Who knew her Remained with Her till This Day But She Kept me close and Made a silent Bound-to-be-broken promise,"I will Never leave you Alone". But,Here I am left only with a little time to spend with her.Time is fleeting like never before and from my hands is falling down innumerable words of longing along the sand.May be She will never know How much I have loved her,May be When she goes away She wouldn't even glance at me For once.May be...


                   My little Girl had become so big now that She would set up her own home.She would do all the things that she used to do for me,but now for someone else.I wish she could take me with her.But,It's too impossible Because That's not normal and This Society would judge her If she Ever tries to break the norm.
  
   
                   Today Is Her Wedding Day.She woke up much earlier than other days.She Wore the Bestest Gown of all time.She did her hair in a beautiful bun and pinned a beautiful Veil in it.There are chattering and hubbub around her Otherwise she could have listened my heart exclaiming how Wonderful Her Sight is.With The same innocent smile She is getting ready for Her D-day.One by one They all are leaving This room.Now it's just Me and Her Left alone.I could only Look at her from A distance from The cup-board where she left me last time she played with me.I wish she would at least turn Her face Towards me for once , She would cherish the distant memories Lost in The pages that are named as forever.Will she too Remember me forever like I do?Will She ever come back to me and hug me tight like she used to do?

                   
                I see her Standing In the middle of the room,Probably Nervous As Life is not gonna be the same starting today.Then . . . In A Single , Flashing , Throbbing moment We shared Our Years of Togetherness.In A single Glance She realised How Far she Had come In Her Life And How Much She is yet to cover.I was deep into Her eyes thinking If  Today They would cry the same like they used to do in childhood And Will I be able to Show my tears that I could never show to this world,That's when She Shoed my thoughts away with the warmest hug ever recieved.That's when I got to know She loved me to the moon and back And I did the same to her.May be Not sharing What we feel is not bad afterall because Even If The Lips Don't part to utter a feeling the Hearts would Always know How much They Have been Loved.❤

With Love,
  Your Doll


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